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and again... Nov. 26th, 2005 @ 11:25 pm
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Paranoid Personality Disorder:Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:High
Borderline Personality Disorder:Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:Moderate
Dependent Personality Disorder:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low

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Nov. 22nd, 2005 @ 04:01 pm
IBP 90 x 2(10)
105 x 1(10)
BC 70 x 3(10)
BP 75 x 3(10)
LAC 5 x 3(10)
+ .5M @ 8.5

Nov. 18th, 2005 @ 03:56 pm
IBP 90 x 3(10)
BC 70 x 3(10)
LAC 0 x 1(10)
5 x 2(10)
+.5M @ 8.5

Argh... Apr. 20th, 2005 @ 02:37 pm
The A/C isn't on yet in my apartment, it's currently 92 degrees in there (yes, HOTTER by a large margin than outside temp.), and I have to wait "from 8 to 5" for the phone tech to come and see why I don't have a dialtone...bleh.
Current Mood: hot

Uh... huh Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 12:58 am
Well, first off, I should say that no, I haven't gotten anywhere with the unemployed situation yet.

That said...I feel, strangely enough, happy. It's not like I should feel happy for any reason (nor do I want to be really depressed or anything like that), but I just am. It's not the bi-polar type hyper-happy either. Perfectly calm, perfectly contented. I just feel like I'm in great shape and ready to face the world. I know this doesn't make for a typical lj entry for ANYONE :p And no, nothing's happened to make me feel better, still don't like the fact that I lost my job, but it's not affecting my mood anymore.

It's as if my wild mood swings have suddenly...vanished!
Current Mood: chipper
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» So yeah...
I got fired yesterday. Ironic that just a few hours previous I was blogging about how much I loved that job. I still do. Prolly gonna write a letter begging for my job back soon, But anyway, here's the official story of what happened (Mind you I was severly tired when all this took place):

A couple papers caught fire, so I put them in a trash can and stamped the flames out. Once I had it put out, I took the bag into the bin in the back, since it smelled really bad and all. About 10 mins later the fire alarm goes off because of the smoke back there (apparently it wasn't all the way out). One of the engineers managed to douse it with water (yes, that's what I should have done originally), so there wasn't an actual fire, but there was a bit of smoke. Unfortunately, the alarm tripped for the whole hotel, and the fire department came and everything. The hotel people got pissed and forced my manager to fire me (there was something about threatening to drop their contract if he didn't...I was obviously getting pretty emotional by this point)... So yeah...there ya go...

Losing this job has been a lot like having a pet/friend/loved one die on me...there wasn't a single thing I didn't like about this job--it was even part of the reason I stayed in philadelphia a couple months back when I had to make that decision.

On top of being emotionally harrowing, there's the fact that I am unemployed with no income on my own. I've only got enough saved up to last me about 2 months if I ration myself properly. Which means I've got a lot of stress coming my way concerning finding another job.

sigh...just when my life could have been considered "good"
» :'(
no more job...
» There's bush bashing
and then there's just plain stupidity...

http://www.cnn.com/2005/SHOWBIZ/Music/04/12/bush.ipod/index.html

I'm sorry, but if you're critizing the man for what songs he has on his mp3 player, you're just trying way too damn hard.


(no fondness for bush here, but I'm just sayin...)
» btw
And since I doubt any of you have deathboy on your friend's list, I think I'll repost one of his links...

http://www.gadgetsuk.com/Shocking-guns-p-16711.html

In unrelated news, my birthday is May 16

^_~
» I love this job
Ok, honestly, seriously, don't-believe-it-if-you-feel-like-it-but-it's-still-fucking-true...ly...

I just checked to make sure someone wasn't a robot!

Once I got close enough to the woman it was a pretty easy determination, seeing as she wasn't 9" tall, moving about on rollers, and bent on total destruction, but from a distance it was difficult to tell. All I could see was a glint out of the corner of my eye, and you can never be too careful about these things.

It is 6:30 in the am and I am feeling good (sparks!) ^_^ ...I wonder if it's a problem that I'm in the habit of drinking well before the sun comes up/ right when I wake up? Naaaaaaaaah! It's a part of this complete breakfast...although I'm not quite following it up with fuckloads of toast and grapefruit. Meh...MEEEEH!

So an interesting phenomenon is occuring...I am spending a LOT of money lately, and I've also been working like a dog (50 hours last week and 3 MRIs). Basically I'm ending up with zero net changes to my bottom line, but I'm living a more vibrant life by far ^_^ If I can chill on the spending a little, I could become a thousandaire in no time :D Somehow my $6/day rationing has long since gone out the window, I'm eating food now for multiple meals a day (rather than powdered mixes), and my daily alcohol consumption is dwarfing my arcade expenditures...it's a good life, but I suppose it couldn't hurt to tone it down to save for a rainy day.

It is now time for internet surfing, if anything interesting happens, I'll make you're you're at least the 5th to know ^_~
» Shoot me now


Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male



Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve



» Hmm...
I have a bad habit of setting fires when I'm bored...I think it would be for the good of all humanity if there was some kind of effort made to keep me perpetually entertained ;)
» Hehehe, and this one's great...

Tony Alan Patterson's Aliases



Your movie star name: Tuna Bill

Your fashion designer name is Tony Paris

Your socialite name is Spamoni Ibiza

Your fly girl / guy name is T Pat

Your detective name is Wolf Centennial

Your barfly name is Donut Rum + Coke

Your soap opera name is Alan Edna

Your rock star name is Pixy Stix Rocket

Your star wars name is Tonfax Patbun

Your punk rock band name is The Tired Gelatinous Cube



» Ok I was a good boy and didn't post one of these for 4 hours but...
Evil
Your connection with darkness is because you are
evil. Yes, dear quiztaker, you have evil within
you. Lots of it. What makes you different from
the rest of the results is that your evil is
pure. I'm guessing you are a sadistic person
too. All people on this earth, according to
you, doesn't deserve to live like they do and
be happy. No, you want to see them at your
feet, obeying you until they die. You are not a
people person, unless they function as your
slaves, and you look down on everyone else...
Lonely on the top, eh?


What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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The Masochist
The Masochist


What human aspect fits your personality? (images)
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» (No Subject)
Balanced
Life is all about balance. Darkness can't be
without light, and light can't be without
darkness. You see everything through different
angeles to gain perspective over situations.
You act rather rational and people can find you
stiff and/or emotionless due to this. Life is
not really that good to you, yet it's not so
bad. Like everything else, you need to balance
it in order to find peace.


How do you see life? .::minor update::.
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» WOOT!
Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
Your name is
Your sex is
Your favorite color is
You are stuck there becauseyou murdered everyone else
For _____ years39
With Jennifer Aniston. Click for pic.
He/She will think you areGod
You willrepopulate the earth
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» :)
Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is10...WOW! ARE U SINGLE?!?!
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» dlrrpy
Yeah, was out pretty late last night, well, compared to what time I needed to be up by today anyway. end result..about 5 hours of sleep...which doesn't sound so bad on the surface, but that's what I've been getting like all week. And no energy drink for me right now either :(

*yawn*

I ended up pushing my snooze to it's absolute limit this morning too...I'm supposed to be here ideally by 6:45 to open up...I finally woke up at 6:40. That's the nice thing about having your clothes at work and living so close by tho :)

Last night I ended up having a small revelation. Whenever I go to subcode (dnb party every saturday night) I ended just sitting there rather bored :/ So I think me's not gonna go there anymore. I usually only go there with a bunch of other friends who are into that anyway, but the problem is everything's so loud I end up unable to be a part of any conversations with them. *shrug*

Had some nifty bubble tea last night :) Pineapple/strawberry! It was so gooood. I'd expand on that point some more, but me is tired.

Oh well, 7 more hours to go, then I get to go home and take a nap for like 2 hours. It'll be nice :)
» Sounds about accurate ;)

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